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Everyone calls me Chud. I'm currently in a weird stage in my life and I thought a blog is the best way to express myself. I'm a junior in college and a very active member of my sorority, Alpha Xi Delta. I'm on a journey to pet puppies and find love.

Monday, February 27, 2017

He Loved Me like He Loves You...Run

You are nothing special to him, just like me. He pulled the same moves. I remember feeling so loved and wanted. He told me he loved me and needed me. He posted about me and showed me off like I was perfect. I remember living in this dream world for a good year or so. It was an amazing time. I'm sure you are so in love and in awe with him. I'm sure he treats you like you are gold. Please do do not be fooled my dear. He does this to all of us. He plays these games for himself. He can not be alone. He feels as if he has to control someone. One day you will lose yourself in his love. It will consume you. You will soak up every word and beg for his attention. You will put him before your own sanity. You would take a bullet for him, wouldn't you? Yes, I know the feeling. Once you have to beg for his attention just know that is the end. He has stopped loving you just like he did me. You will find him making excuses and being sneaking, almost distant. Am I good enough? No, you are too good for him. Just know you need to run then. It only gets worse, it only gets harder to leave. If you don't leave he will leave you but with broken soul. So do yourself a favor and leave now. He loved me like he loves you now... and it will never work out.

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